Pulling the trigger!

Oh yea baby! Today is the day I get my ass shot! Sunday my hubby makes love to the cup and we head in and make a baby with our RE. Hopefully we make several beautiful babies! I went for bw/us today and had several mature eggs, I think the count is up to 13 measured mature. I decided I wasn't going to obsess over all the numbers this time so I'm just going off memory. It's funny that whenever my husband and I talk about this, we always refer to the pregnancy in the plural form i.e. if this works the babies will be here by august. I have always felt like if this happens for us we will have multiples. I know there is complications with multiples and I lose sleep over thinking about if we do get multiples how we would manage, would I go on bed rest, how will I configure the cribs in the small only other bedroom we have and on and on. But last cycle I had the most vivid dream about having two twin girls with bright red flower bows in their hair. They even had names, Ella and Melanie. It was such a vivid dream I woke up and actually had to tell myself they were not here it was just a dream. My dreams to God's ears! I cry when I start to think about my husband with kids, especially daughters. No one will love them more then their daddy. I am more optimistic right now than I have ever been on this journey. I hope my optimism manifests into reality. How sweet to get a BFP the day before Christmas. My mom said the other day "'m using my Christmas miracle wish for those babies." She even thinks of them pluraly! Having said that I will take what ever God gives me. I know one day I'll be a mother so I'm putting my trust in Him.