Tuesday, December 20, 2011

The evidence

I still can't believe this is happening. I look at these little guys several times a day. Hubby says he makes more frequent trips to the bathroom to look too. Beta is Thursday and I have to get it drawn at work (I work at a hospital.) It will be soooo hard not to look up the results, especially because they are written stat. But I want to be home and listen to the message with my main squeeze. Until we got the YES on the digital I don't think he really thought it was real. Now that I've accepted it my mind, I'm finding it hard to not drop it in a conversation. I almost spilled the beans to my mom last night but I want to wait until Christmas. I have told some people at work. They all know what has been going on and it's harder to lie to people you see everyday. Plus there are certain kinds of patients I can't take anymore (oh darn!) I think morning sickness might already be starting to kick in. I'm not throwing up or anything but I'm definitely a little more queasy than normal. I have a wicked sensitive stomach so just thinking about getting sick makes me sick. Bring it on baby(ies)!!! Mama is just so glad you are here I'll throw up for the whole 9 months if that's what you want. We love you already!!
They are definitely darker in real life. I'm now 13dp3dt and haven't peed on anything since 11dp. I'm getting the urge :) Walmart here I come!!

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