“Before you were conceived, I wanted you. Before you were born, I loved you. Before you were an hour, I would die for you. This is the miracle of love.” Maureen Hawkins
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
What a difference a cycle makes
I am still dumbfounded. This has been the most positive experience with IVF I've had yet. My e2 level was 1200s. I think I've mentioned before I was i the 4000s at this point last cycle. I put in the previous post my follies. I'm still in shock. I will probably not overstim. Thank ya Jesus!! My meds are the same as they have been the whole cycle. They FINALLY know me!! I don't want to put the cart before the horse but hopefully the positiveness of the cycle passes on to a BFP. I told the nurse today that I was about to pass out because this cycle has been so great. She said well hopefully this will roll into a nice healthy pregnancy. Amen to that sista. I'm so happy because we are planning on definitely transferring as many as they will let us and if I'm not overstim I'm not as worried about multiples. I am so putting the cart before the horse. I hope I don't regret this but.....I think this might be our time!! I have made the executive decision to test every day of my 2WW. I know it sounds insane but I want to test our of the HCG trigger and keep my sanity. I just can't take the thought of waiting for 2 weeks. My theory is I'd rather test and know and have time to mourn then not test and get my hopes up and coming crashing down. I have been there all to often. I even did what I promised myself I wouldn't do. I googled my due date. It seems I like to punish myself. But if all works out I'll have my dream come true by August. Please God I'm putting my hope and trust in you!
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